Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, May 20, 2007

My Poem

- HeartBroken I

My soul aches,

My heart breaks.

A tear in my eye,

I'll forever cry.

I wish my pain away,

I wish it away today.

Why does it hurt so bad,

Does this make him glad?

Why does he douse my inner flame?

Was this breakup my blame?

What did I do to deserve this?

I just wish I could have one last kiss.

Why am I so heartbroken?

A depressed soul I'll always be,

Everyone will always see.

I will be strong,

Because he was wrong.

This is now the past,

It's going very fast.

Love so simple,

but hard to say,

It keeps me living another day.

I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be,

My chest was shut tight,

complete with purity.

It's been a bad day,

I'll try letting it not show,

Another sad day,

I'm just letting it go.

Why am I so heartbroken?

HeartBroken II

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets' sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

You told me,

You loved me,

Forget the way,

You looked at me,

When you left me,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded so tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I dont want to hear anything,

Dont want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Dont want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Dont want to see my face,Dont want to see you,

Dont want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,Your lies.

-HeartBroken III

Heartbroken
beautiful pieces of the past
shattered torn broken on the floor
try to move on
but the heavy chains
hold strong chains
that were once your warm embrace
they imprison me now
to soak in my misery and loneliness
in the dark dungeon of the
lost
cold
damp
lonely
it swallows me whole
swirling in my memories of you and me
those soft lips endearing eyes sweet smile
all turning slowly to sobs glares and frowns
What was so alive
what had such warmth
is now but a cold dead corpse
rotting slowly in my mind
The love and joy i used to know
the laughs we shared
the love we made
all vaporized within one pathetic moment
and the love
that took so long to build
all destroyed burned crushed in a lightning flash,
i will always love you
even if you don't love me.
I am heartbroken

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