Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

yea yea..i know wat u guys wanna say..but i cant help being like tat until i find another 1..><"..

here's another old poem i wrote n forgot to post..gomenasai..

you said you love me
you said you'd give me everything..now i know..wat u gave me was
all your evilness n cruelness by using it on me,and stole my heart away and locked it up so it wont be free to love
i trusted u..ending up betrayed by you

i look into ur eyes once more..hoping to see me inside you..
but..i brought my hopes too high
there's a girl in there..
and i know it wouldnt be me..
everynite,i stare at the stuff doll u gave me,
wondering..
"are you doing the same thing as i am?"
but i know..the ans is never going to be wat i was expecting..
thru out the night..flashback keep coming..
making me feel like i was a prisoner..kept behind the bars..
tortured by the memories u gave me..
hoping for a light to redeem me out of this lonelyness..why do i have to suffer this pain?..
wat did i do to have all these pain?..

i really loved u..and somehow..it wont fade..
but..everytime i try to forget bout you..the more flashback i hav..

i'm a bird trapped in a cage..unable to fly towards u and tell u how much i love u
i can only see thru the bars..and see wats more to her then to me..
tears ran thru my reddish cheek..as i watched..if u're happy..then i will be too
but deep in my heart..
i wish tat it will be me tat make u happy..

sowie for the long timed post..hhehe ^^"

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