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  • September 2007
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    Monday, June 18, 2007


    weeeeeee..is campfire nite n i get to skip class..wee..but there is onli 6 ppl attend class today..WOW..n cik goh still go on teaching..WTF!!..she sux neway..haha..good thing is..i get to skip class n get to play wit pn.chen's lil baby..=D oh so cute~~..she seem to like my phone chain poring..XD..hahaz..so adorable!!~~..i heart babies!!~~XD..they ar like fantasy unicorn..ok..tats too over..lol..i get to see him whole day too..although we did not tok..looking at him from behind is enuff..=)..and at around 2pm..how ming invited me to eat wit her family..along wit kangyi guo cheng..and wenhao..=D..haha..we went to the chinese store in usj2..near F&G..^^..we ate..n then i hav a small conversation wit how han's mom..=D..it was ok..his mom is really frenly..^^..after tat we went to howhan's house..we went to the bball court n play bball..although i dunno how to play..XD..agak agak la..hehe..we play..till 3.10 pm..then the guys hav a bath in how han hse..i no bring any cloths..so is ok..XD...i dun stink..i think..haha..then is 4pm..howhan's mom fetch us to school again~..haha..

    oh boy..campfire theme.."middle of nowhere"..and all usherz have to wear sarung..omigosh..i wore..n i look so..so...OLD!!..I'M NOT OLD..I'M ONLI 14!!!..lol..n i saw how han kangyi wore them...HAHA!!they look "FANTASTIC"...LOL..totally looking like kampung style..=D..while i was changing to sarung..we were all so frustrated bout how to wear sarung..XD..and suddenly..the door opens..a shining light strikes in..n here comes our savior..---->KELLY LIM~~!!..she help us with our sarung..hahaz..=D..

    haihzz..its raining..and..we cant see fire performances!!noooo!!..nvm..at least the show goes on!~..we get to use the hall!!~weeeee..^^..but we have to carry chairs around..ARGH!!!..then..we asked all the guest to go in the hall~..rules time..

    1. no hotpants...spaghetti cloths..tube etc~
    2. no ticket no show...=D

    so simple..and yet the gangsters wan to hav free show n they juz bugde in like tat..tats ok..but...ther is a humonges guy among them..he step on my leg..!!!..is FRIGGIN PAIN..='(..sob..
    lucky i no shout..X_X..haha..then we watch the show...oh my god..is the zombie dance now..n he is on stage!!AAAAAAA...so nice!!!.i shout and cheer for them..i saw him..he looks kinda funny wit the tattered clothes..XD..oh ya..i rmb..i hate jillyan..she is totally a spoiled brat..i was usher..she was too..i was checking on ticket for the guest..1 of the guest her the ticket was wit her fren..so i called jillyan to help me look after her untill she shows her ticket..i saw tat guest ticket..and i let her go..jillyan was so blur..she pulled my hair..so dam hard..i was like FUCK U..=.=..she say..u let tat lady trick..i shout..wth u wan la..i saw her ticket d k..n i pulled back hers..wat a fuck up person..=.=..hmmph..

    as the show goes on till end of the night...it was tiring for me..><"..i went home..i sat on the sofa..n fell asleep..then my mom woke me up call me go bath..=D..after a hot bath..i was like..AAAHHHH so refreshing!~~nyuuuu..then i went to bed..=D..b4 sleeping..i though of him..=]..then i had my goodnite sleep..=D

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    Thursday, June 7, 2007


    holidayyyy....boring as usuall...~~~..no frens to sms wirh..no fren to go out wif..so deng god bored..y am i so sad??...y my daddie hav to go out station ?? i wan my freen gegnting trip i had it everytime i gt time to go genting!!i wan go cameron to se those beautiful butterfly n those nicely bloom flowers in the temple..but..all is juz a dream...my luck is dead..all i hav wit me is bad luck..emo..and moodless dead body..

    i have nth to do..stay in hse...eat sleep play..do hw..BORED...n when it comes to project..no 1 knows~~so deng unlucky..now cik goh is gonna say "i giv u all so many time u all dun do..last minit onli do"..dam shyt..she nvr even show us how tat dam project looks like..=.="..i used love school..i can see my frens..hav fun wit them..n now..in my most weakest n pathetic times..no1 is with me..they all left me without a sound n without a note..i'm crumbling...nobody cares..i'm breaking down..no1 knows..i'm going crazy..like anybody cares??...this world is full wit unfairness..n i'm affected..

    i miss those days...those days which i laugh n make jokes wit my fren..having my good sweet kiss after school from my dearest boyfren...i miss walking in "seafield walk" wit him on early afternoon of friday..i miss those time when all my frens n my boyfren when out n hav fun..jokes..laughter..a kiss..a hug over the waist..a meal after a day of shopping n joking around..
    i miss those time..where my frens gav me comfort n make me strong again..i miss those time where he scolded me...i miss his kisses..his hugs..his sweet tokings..his gifts..his everything..i miss everything they all hav..i miss the cake they bought me..i miss the laughter we make in the cinemas..i miss the kissed n hugs in the cinema..i miss the hugs from u(jean) coz is cold..i miss ur voice when u laugh..i miss the look when u smiled at me wit ur cute face..i miss when u told me u love me..i miss the times when u say u wanna go out wit me n the other gurls for shopping..i miss those time we tok alot on phone.....................................but...all this make me so painful..coz they all left me...n it became a sad ending to me...when i start to miss those times..my hearteche..i regretted treating u all bad...treating u all like u all were invisible..nvr think of ur feelings n got angry..i'm so sry..i wan u all back..i wan those old times back..i wan u all to tell me "lets be best frens once more" or " i miss you " ..i want it all back...is all my payback for threating u guys badly...pls...tell me u love me once more..tell me...plss.......i cant live without u 2...is too painful..i lost one..n after tat i lost 2....both are the most important fren i nid...a fren tat is part of my heaert n part of my life...i miss u both..could u both forgive me?..i dun hav the courage to tell u 2 wit my mouth...but i hope u all will visit my blog..pls.

    i miss u 2...
    i miss her..
    i miss him.

    i'm sry to both of u.
    i'm sry to her..
    i'm sry to him...

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    Monday, June 4, 2007


    My Lonely Dayz Without You n I'm Sry To Both of You

    As usual..i woke up..but todays abit tiny diff..i dreamt of him..as you all know..i missed him..pretty much..ok fine i admit..i miss him tonezzz..happie??=.="..nvm..ok..i dreamt of him..we were having a veli nice date..onli 2 of us..and..i seem veli happy inside hugging his hand while walking..he look pretty happie too..=D..but *poof* my alarm rang..arghhhh...how rude of it..it was a dream tat i nvr wanna wake up...but..i dun think i can hav anymore dreams like tat anymroe..<='(..

    i change to my casual cloths..n cycle to cc(cyber cafe) as it was a veli bored day i predict..n after i went cc..is 12 noon..n i havent eat my breakfast..so i cycle to the mamak store..and i order milo ice..n roti canai..and u know wat..they say.."soli ya moi..roti canai dah habis.."..i was like wth!!..is like a roti canai wit no flour..a mamak wit no roti canai??omg..nvm..as i paid for my drink i left 2.70..so i wanted to buy some food home..iwas thinking of..wanton mee..n i went there the guy told me..wanton mee is RM4.00 i was like "noooooooooooo"..well as u see..things are not going as wat i wanted..so i when home wit no food..lucky my mom cook

    so i reach home..i rest..n my sis's present package came..my sis open it..n it was a pen wit her name on it..so sweet..i dun hav such luckyness as my sis..=(..so it is nite~~..it is like usual..i watch my 9.00pm show..and then i go admire my my new phone (w810i) bought by my dad 2 days ago..it is hot..n sexy..i love it..=D..but a smiling heart doesnt mean a smiling heart..the onli thing tat will make my heart laugh n smile is "you"..do "you" know?..

    i miss "you" alot..everynight..i'm crying coz i miss "you" like crazy..i wan to hav the courage to ask u.."do u miss me?do you think wat am i doing now?do want me back to ur side?" i miss those times tatu told me tat u love me..told me tat u'll love me forever..i wan those time back..i wan to listen to ur voice when u scolded me..i wan to ur hand to hug my waist again..i wan u to love me again..tats all i wanted..i love u without a condition..but..u love wit me a thousand of condition..even those tat i cant fulfill..y cant u giv me another chance to prove tat i'll love u treat u..100 times better then i used to?..y cant u juz be my baby back?..y wont u accept me..or u ar plotting to hurt me like this since the day u say u will take care of me forever?..issit all this a lie??..i entrusted u wit my heart..and u betray me n stab it juz like tat..do u know how much it hurts?..i'm now heartless..i dun wan to bliv any1 but u..i wan to bliv the impossible..to bliv tat u will once again call me ur one and onli love one...will u wait for me..?will u bliv wat i bliv?do it matter to u?i'm will to love u till i die..as long as u love me like u used to..i'm willing to sacrifice everything juz to wait for u to say "i love u" again..i am willing to give up all my fame all my result all my everything to make u say those words again..like i miss u..i love you..i'll never leave me..i say tat i dun like ur bad side..i hate u breaking ur promises..all those are all lies..i love ur everything..and tats from my deep heart..pls...tell me u love me once more..i wanna listen to u saying those words..i wan u to protect me from everything..when i told u last time tat i lost my path...is coz..u are my path..u are my light..but u vanish in the most important time n nvr to be found..i always tot i could hav a second chance..jie yinn always comfort me wit.."xiang qi jia you..dun giv up..if u work harder..he will giv u a 2nd chance"..how i wish those words are true..but..no matter how hard i try..u cannot see it no more..u are immune to watever tat is related to me..

    i hope u understand..

    as to my best friend..
    i'm sry i treated u bad..i'm sry i bully u..i'm sry tat i make u mistaken tat i would insult u becoz of ur weak point...but now..look at me..i'm more pathetic then u were when u know u cant hav him no more..i know u love him alot..is as same as i love him..but there is a thing i really hope u would not do..pls..dun betray me even u hated me now..i'm willing to giv u the best present u ever had..juz i hope tat u will giv me a 2nd chance too..i really miss those time u go out wit me n other frens..where we enjoy so happily..we took picture of so many happie moment we had..but..y does this have to end coz of a lil thing??i nvr intend of comparing ur marks wit mine..i was juz wanting to hav some fun time..but i nvr know u were in a bad mood..i'm so sry i made u angry..made u sad..made u feel insulted n pissed..but..there is too a thing tat i really nid to say..hope u dun mind..i hope u dun becoz of how han u become so moody..and bad temper..u werent like tat last time..i wan the innocent the happy wei jean tat i once knew..the happie gurl which giv me alot of cute n funny times to remember..the gurl tat help me when i'm in need of her..in need of her advice..i hope tat u will love me back as i love u now..='(..i wan to see u smile again..for u is easy to find sum1 better then him..but for me..he is the onli him..no other guys will tell me those 3 words..as u see..there is alot of boys tat like ur cheeky attitude..no guys like me coz of my bad attitude..n uncontrolable whacking skill..i hope u will read wat i wrote la..=D..hope u hav a wonderful holiday..i love u..miss u..this is the words for u wei jean..

    for my dearest ex bf..
    if u read this blog..i hope tat u will know tat now i'm at my weakest..i hope u will come heal my wound..coz..u're the onli medicine i hav..<=]..i love u..my one n onli baby..

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